Daimon

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『沉思錄●壹』

我將自己關在無形的牢籠

一個長久以來受影響的思想

編成的籠子

本以為我是熱愛生活的

但總有

一些麻煩的東西拉扯著我的身軀

不容前行

於是我停下思考

理性和感性在相互辯論

我不是個壞孩子

但至少

我不想做個十足的好女生

或許本性也是如此

那些違背常理的事情

喜聞樂見

大人們說

你要成長

我便割去與自然相連的靈魂

背負上所謂的"人性"

那是迷途

那是罪

2015.05.09

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By  Daimon

                           願這樣的沉思

                           引領解放自我

“我在树影下变得那般弱小,古老的树影使我的呼吸变得滞重,树影上布满了时光的符号和思念的语言。" 

——《树影下的家族》朱以撒

 很带感的一首歌,回家路上听

 远离谋杀

 想逃离这个世界

 它谋杀了我们太多精神和思想

 奔跑,然后逃离

Getting Away With Murder - Papa Roach

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somewhere beyond happiness and sadness

某个没有幸福与伤心的地方

i need to calculate

我需要计算是

what creates my own madness

什么创造了我的疯狂

and i'm addicted to your punishment

我对你的惩罚着了迷

and you're the master

你是主宰,

and i am waiting for disaster

我等待着灾难

i feel irrational

我感到

so confrontational

如此无理和对抗

to tell the truth

再一次道出真相

i am getting away with murder

以远离谋杀

it is impossible

是不可能的

to never tell the truth

永远不说真相

but the reality is i'm getting away with murder

但事实在逃离着谋杀

(getting away, getting away, getting away)

逃离着 逃离着 逃离着

i drink my drink and i don't even want to

我拿着我不想要的饮料

i think my thoughts when i don't even need to

我觉得连我的思想都不想要它

i never look back cause i don't even want to

我从不往回看,因为我根本就不想

and i don't need to

我也不需要,

because i'm getting away with murder

因为我在逃亡

i feel irrational

我感到

so confrontational

如此无理和对抗

to tell the truth

再一次道出真相

i am getting away with murder

以远离谋杀

it is impossible

是不可能的

to never tell the truth

永远不说真相

but the reality is i'm getting away with murder

但事实在逃离着谋杀

(getting away, getting away, getting away,

逃离逃离逃离

getting away, getting away, getting away,

逃离逃离逃离

getting away, getting away, getting away with murder)

逃离逃离逃离着谋杀

somewhere beyond happiness and sadness

某个没有幸福与伤心的地方

i need to calculate

我需要计算是

what creates my own madness

什么创造了我的疯狂

and i'm addicted to your punishment

我对你的惩罚着了迷

and you're the master

你是主宰,

and i am craving this disaster

我等待着灾难

i feel irrational

我感到

so confrontational

如此无理和对抗

to tell the truth

再一次道出真相

i am getting away with murder

以远离谋杀

it is impossible

是不可能的

to never tell the truth

永远不说真相

but the reality is i'm getting away with murder

但事实在逃离着谋杀

(getting away, getting away, getting away)

逃离着 逃离着 逃离着

i feel irrational

我感到

so confrontational

如此无理和对抗

to tell the truth

再一次道出真相

i am getting away with murder

以远离谋杀

it is impossible

是不可能的

to never tell the truth

永远不说真相

but the reality is i'm getting away with murder

但事实在逃离着谋杀


荔枝季节

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2014.06.26

今年的雨水好像特别多

柳州又下了一个白天的雨


云彩低的笼罩了山影

隔离了栋栋建筑

烟雾缭绕


你看不清的远处

有倒影

它清晰过

学校一角

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池塘,枯枝,曲径通幽


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